crazy day

You know what, life is hard and I don’t just say this, it is. As you may know my parents are going through a bad divorce and I’m caught in the middle of the whole thing. And I don’t like it at all I am the one who, in my opinion has sacrificed the most from the whole ordeal. I can’t even see friends any more outside of school, hardly at all. I need to be at home all the time when I’m not at school because mom started to take stuff out of the house and that is illegal to do unless she has my dad’s consent on the item. Some of the stuff that she is taking is fine and we want her to take but other stuff is stuff like a family photo album that she had not looked at in years. This is the stuff that drives me crazy and I don’t get. She said that she would bring back copies of every photo but she can’t even do that with 5 pictures so what makes her think that she can do it with 200 in one night. This is just crazy.

mornings

I don’t like mom coming in in the morning because she still thinks that she is the one in charge and that she has complete control over me and the rest of the kids and even dad sometimes. she just barges into the house and she is the one who got the restraining order on dad yet she has no respect for us or dad. or the rest of the kids and she is not supposed to even be in the house except in the morning from 6:30 to 7:30 and she is coming in at like 7 and staying until 8 or so and this is getting on my nerves. And i have no control over what happens in the house concerning her and what she wants. She thinks that she can just barge in on my life and i don’t like this. not just that but she is not even live in the house so i told her that she needs to keep the kitchen counter clean because I'm in charge of the counter and keeping it clean. she looks at me ( i said it very firmly ) and she said “ok honey thank you for the suggestion” she thinks that i’m joking but i’m not. and she will come in and she will ask dad a question but he cant answer because she got the fliping restraining order on him so he gets in trouble if says anything to her even though the kids. and they have had no contact in the last month and a half. that was my day

my story

so as you may know my sister got cancer last fall and this i think was the last straw for her and well cj (Caroline) got chemo therapy mom was always out with "friends" and i found out later that she was going over to her boy friends house and doing it well dad was at home with cj this went on for a time and then cj had to go to Florida and mom went with her to help we (the rest of the family) went down to see them and to see what it was that she was going through and how she was doing at the end of her stay so mom left two days before us so she could get used to living at the house and i find out that matt her boyfriend had come over and cj had walked in on them having sex this scared her any way she moved out like a month later and moved in with matt now like two weeks ago my mom took the kids to a meeting for the irish fair and brought matt so i called dad to come and get the kids and we confront her and are yelling and dad is holding cj and i Eliza (my other sister) and mom makes a lunge for cj and dad turns to protect her and she bounces off dad dramatically said "stop pushing me" or something like that and we left two days later at ten in the morning mom comes with a cop and a restraining order  and a custody order and talks us away to her dads house so i run that night and go back home (had kendra take me) and i get back home that night a cop comes and gets me and i get taken back the next day is the irish fair and i work from 3 to 11 and so i leave early and go stay at a friends house for the night and the next day i'm back at the fair doing the same thing and convince my mom to let me stay the night at dads so the next day i say the same thing and say that i will run if i don't stay with dad and she had a cop escort me to her car the next dad was court and the judge said that dad gets custody and mom can pick us up from 5 to 9 on week days so now we are at the present and i don't know what will happen next thank you for caring enough to listen to my story

my day

my day was filed with sad feelings for a multitude of reasons the first / worst is that my school conference is today and that brings a lot of problems like the fact that last year i did not do so well in school and I don't know how well I'm doing but that is not a problem so all we need to do is fill out some forms and get that done.
 
I saw one paper that was like a who are your parents form and on the form it said "lives with dad but will be changing soon." I was like what is going on around here my mom thinks that i will live with here. she has no idea that i will never live with her. so that was my day how was yours